I'd rather put a pen to paper
Then to pray to savior
I'm lost
Even though
There's light
But I stay in the dark
I know it's fates cards
But I have it hard
Maybe the hardest
I'm crying
But I gotta try the best
Suffer before I rest
I stand tall
But I dream
When I could fall
My mental state
Is third rate
I miss every soul
I leave in every hole
Just to make everyone
Feel whole
I hope I start a downward spiral
And everyone downloads this
Viral
But who cares
I'm not afraid to die
I will even try
Before I quit
And cry
Don't pour a drink for me
While you think about me
Who knows if I'm here for me
You're still beautiful to me
I love you
But I shove you
Straight up the road
Because my mind
It'll erode
I said what I told
Frantic lines in bold
Look at me
See I care
Truth or dare
I'll do it both
Call it mental growth
I love and hate
Every closed gate
I am an infectious bait
A living devils trait
Maybe I'll fall to the ground
Maybe I'll be lost and found
I'm the bleeding darkness
Red and black
Black and red
My heart under fed
Call it what you want
I'm a life's taunt
I love you
Now put your feet in my shoe.