Known you for the year, beautiful relationships have started, your the best sister i never had
I loved you and you me, you gave me your trust and i, you. I never gave it so easily, but we had a connection, a bond, becoming family, but in the end its not the same
The same wear and tears have appeared, nothings different and yet i don't want to believe it.
I accomplish, you succeed, so much better than me, yet i stood by your side, with loyalty, it was the only beautiful personality i had, never hating you or jealous, i watched and wanted you to do better. You've always been ahead of me, three steps, eight, nine, ten, am i disappearing or you? Have we gone through those troubles for nothing? I do my best, trying to reach you, and when i'm so close, i reach and make it.....
But its not what i expected, you abhorred and despised it. Do you wish to destroy me? Have i offended you? I get the goal, i trust to tell you, yet you're angered, you have jealously that you try to conceal, and you do, but its already to late, i noticed. Malice, hatred, it tainted your being, has it always been there? or was i always so ignorant to see it? Slyly you try to ruin it, you think i don't know, and i wont tell you that i do.
But why?
It breaks my heart, my trust, but i don't want to believe it, never had i had gone through such treachery, such treason, and i didn't expect you,you of all people, to do that, but....that's not the worst part about it.
Is it truly as wrong , to know deep that down (and blatantly ignore it), that you are not that person i met, not who i trusted, even though i consider you that word (used so loosely now), so previously wonderful,
MY BEST FRIEND?