No I do not like it when you knock on the door of my heart
Don’t even dare taking a step closer
One touch you might make it fall apart
I do not trust you and I do not trust the world
Hatred and societies image of a beautiful girl
Don’t you see? Can’t you tell?
All this time I've been wishing upon a star above of a wishing well
Asking for confidence as I hide myself deep under my broken shell
While a little girl inside of me was screaming out help, help
No, nobody’s here. Nobody’s home to give me a hand
Maybe a simple real true hug but you wouldn't understand
One verse about faith. And a prayer that things wouldn't stay the same.
But wait… What if I’m afraid? Not afraid of the dark or the stories of the monsters underneath my bed
But afraid of love and the voices that are in my head
Stop telling me I’m not enough because last time I checked God said I’m his everything
A weak smile and dried up tears
Only shows I've stood in the gap of fear
Strong and brave because no matter what I stayed
Through the roller coaster through the happy times
Through the so called friends that claimed they were my ride or die
But then surprisingly just decide to walk away in the troubles of time
But that’s okay because it made me open my eyes and not be so blind
So if you’re planning on hurting me again… don’t come near my heart.
Don’t come near my mind and stay out my life
Because I don’t know how else I would survive
Just stay away if all you want to do is hurt a young innocent girl like me once more…stay away.