She says she's Ariana
a newer version of me,
except she gets whatever she wants
and she lives without me
~
when she falls
she falls hard
but, it's not supposed to affect me at all.
though it does
and it hurts just as much
~
Sometimes I feel like I am her
She always has that strong allure
I'm drawn to her and she holds me tight
she doesn't let me sleep at night
~
She has all my hopes and dreams
she is why I never sleep.
She's legendary, doing things I can't do
she's all of ny guilt, abd everything I do.
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I want to be her friend, because she is a part of me
she is the only part that I never want to leave.
I know she isn't good for me
she never has been
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She has everything I want, and holds it within.
....................
In the end, she is a murderer
because she's stolen me.
She's stolen everything I want
and lived out all my dreams
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Perhaps she is a future me,
someone I can't overcome
but in the end I have to realize
she's who I'm hiding from.