Yes im bulimic and of course Im not proud-I look in the mirror and wanna scream so loud,
Im so insecure i hate how much i weigh-I do all I can to get skinny every single day,
I feel out of control and somedays I wish i could stop-but then i keep going when I realize my wieght drops,
laxatives, throwing up and lots of exercise-welcome to my life im obsessed with my size,
Some times i hate the scale but sometimes its my best friend-I am never really happy but i manage to pretend,
When i eat its a lot at a time-Ill leave my house with 20 dollars and spend every dime,
Ill go to multiple restaurnts and get a lot as well-overeating is a sin so i guess im going to hell,
Im called strong cuz i quit once before but it wasnt by choice-my throat hurts and i someitmes lose my voice,
I dont care if i ruin my body i am over that-all i really care about is losing all this fat,
Nobody undersdtands what I have been through-all they care about is bullying me for what i do,
My anti-depressants come up with the food so i been pretty stressed-I feel hurt scared and alone but mostly just depressed.