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Scars

April 25, 2014
By geweis BRONZE, Duluth, Minnesota
geweis BRONZE, Duluth, Minnesota
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Favorite Quote:
"I would challenge you to a battle of wits but I see you are unarmed." ~ William Shakespeare


My scars are on the inside.
There are no cuts on my skin.
But underneath,
The words in my head cut.
They cut like barbs as I swallow them whole.
“End it”
The voice whispers.
“End it and everyone will be happy.”
Words so sweet.
So easy to believe.
They fill me up to tear me down.
Round and round I go.
Never escaping.
The hopeless thoughts swirl around.
And I end.

I may be gone,
But the anguish isn’t.
It merely floats from me,
Seeking, striking, stabbing those who loved me.
Those that I was too blind to see.
I thought being gone would save them pain
But all I’ve done is cause it.
I can’t reverse what I’ve done.
I miss those I love.


The author's comments:
Beginning in the fifth grade, I started to struggle with depression. When I was eleven years old, I started to contemplate killing myself. It seemed as if there was a voice telling me that no one loved me and that the world would be a better place if I wasn’t in it. If wasn’t until I threatened to take my life and I got the help that I needed that the voice was wrong. In some ways, I’m lucky. I saw how much my family and friends love me before I did something that I couldn’t take back. I still have my bad days, just like everyone else but I try to find something that can make me smile or laugh every day. My hope is that if anyone reading this feels unloved or hopeless like I did, you ARE loved; you have the power to make someone’s day brighter and the ability to find your place in the world.

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