That feeling
Of an awesome joy I can say
Yet still feels like a whole entire different self being
Still with a imagine of hope
But what can be said
Nothing can really be said
Why don’t I think?
I have a brain to use
A pause I take
Does my brain even work?
Killed inside
Demons surround me
Or are they angels?
No one can know for sure
I can just be losing it
Or you have never looked beyond your limits
Am I sure I’m passed my limits
What are limits?
I’m still in a world that is never sure
Or is it just a dream?
Crazy with all of this
You lose your mind
Fingers feeling for a touch
Wondering for what though?
Never sure what I’m really reaching for
Can be lost
Can be crazy
Can be hurting
Can be stupid
Yet I’m none of them
Why don’t we go have a party?
Party of what?
When there is a party in your head that will end with you
Hmmmm
Time has changed
Time has moved on
You can just be another person
While I will be me
Sick with every single thing that’s in me
Still left with a smile
Smile with me for no reason
Do you know why?
So all the madness can fill you up
Stirring deep down with in my inner self
In the end, I will leave with a smile
No matter what I’m feeling
My mad self will smile
My sad self will smile
My bad self will smile
My crazy self will smile
Everything else will smile
But my happy self will not smile
It still does not trust
It hides be hide my fake smile
So go ahead and kill me
Oh wait,
I’m already dead
Roots grow no more
Stuck like super glue
A mouse or rat I can be stuck in a trap
Can I be me?
Sure I can
I’m the only me
So better not forget about it