For someone considered intellectual but you can't commerate the things I say, That's funny

Hypercrtic to my kind
poetic in my mind
sentimental at times
but still no peace at mind
then again that's funny

I think its messing with me mentally
supposedly something within me
but what's the difference with me and
who I want to be ?

All this negativity around me
it's making me function inproperly

diffcult minds
typical kinds
ignorant lies
for once in my life just give me peace of mind
and I'll find that writer that once was in me
but then again that's funny