i deserve a moments peace
my rushing mind wont ease
i do not blame you for my problem
but would you think once please
a mouth for words but words for taint
theres nothing to nurture me
a feeling for one, but one too many
give affectoin and empathy
rapid thinking confusing twirls
ripples of disbelief
uncertain feelings unanswered douts
more pressure less relief
positive thinking defiled bliss
traces of wicked play
heated trauma silent hope
will nobody stay
cant get down too far up
and playing by the rules
covered up in smoke and dust
i've been like other fools
pounding drilling ease the pain
theres too much to lose
fallen trees no birds or bees
i have no path to choose
hatchet in hand cutting away
at gods great green earth
if you had one more chance to be
how would you make its worth
racing pounding confusing you
making sense to me
i am brave a change of light
one day i hope you see