I see you walking down the hall

I stop and wonder if I should say hi

Because we used to be so close

I round the corner to see you with her

Kissing, hugging, laughing

It hurts more than I will admit

I turn away and quickly hurry the opposite direction

I run down the stairs

With my heart aching ever so slightly

Knowing that you will never hold me like that and I think

Why couldn't he have wanted me?

Is there something wrong with me?

I think over and over

Was I too clingy?

Did I do something to make him mad?

And I wonder

What makes her so special?

What makes her better than me?

Everyday I pass by his locker I see him and I linger

Wondering if I should wave or keep walking

Sometimes I wave

Sometimes I don't

I see them at lunch,

Sitting together and holding hands

I turn away and try to distract myself, but I never can and I think

Why couldn't he have wanted me?

Is there something wrong with me?

I think over and over

Was I too clingy?

Did I do something to make him mad?

And I wonder

What makes her so special?

What makes her better than me?

Everyone thinks of us as best friends who drifted apart

They will never know the truth

He will never know

So when he says hi to me,

I smile and ignore the way his eyes light up when he laughs

I ignore the way his laugh makes my heart melt

Instead I smile and nod

Quickly walking away before he notices and I think

Why couldn't he have wanted me?

Is there something wrong with me?

I think over and over

Was I too clingy?

Did I do something to make him mad?

And I wonder

Will this ever end?