What's worse the fear of rejection or the knowing of being second best
What's worse the wanting of the impossible or the attempt at perfection
What's worse, yearning to obtain the unimaginable or finally getting it
Wishing for all your worth, or giving all your worth to get your wish
The shame of doing the unacceptable or craving it
Being invisible or wishing you were
Putting yourself out there or getting shoved back
Needing to be courageous or the dream of being vulnerable
Knowing that nothing you do can change it, or wishing you had gotten the chance to try it
Wanting things to be different or hoping they never change
Letting down your family or knowing they never had expectations at all
Tell me; what's worse.