She's walking in a daze not sure where she's gonna end up and it frightens her.
She feels the cold stares judging her every move. She hesitates moves forward being very careful not to step on the ice that lies before her. But as usual being cautious has gotten her no where and she plunges into the the water. She knows better than to struggle. But that doesn't help her freezing near numb body stay consious. As she is gasping for air she sees the ice cold stares and hears the laughs. Everyone is to busy Judging her to lend a hand. It Feels as though there is an anchor tied to ankle and it's dragging her down. Her last consious thought is "Why is the world so cold?"