Sometimes I wonder why he wont see past my eyes.

There's one thing thats different but I cant tell it apart from this pain.

I wish I can tell him the truth and that he would accept it and it would pass but his darkness is tearing me deep inside.

My only hope is to look at myself and my friends all around,but to him they're just people or kids that just hang and bound.

I always thought you would love me and be the father that would protect me and keep me from this and my other horrible fears.

But you just rejected and pushed me away showing me you dont care,some of this pain and guilt brings me to tears.

All you do is complain and argue at mom when she yells at me but one day when im gone you will soon realize how i was tortured and right ,then soon you will see.

Life is such a hard thing and you think its easy being in my footsteps but when i get older and  move out with my brother  I'll thank you one day.

But now all i need is your acceptance and forgiveness you need then,my smile will shine brightning up the world.

Sometimes i wonder why he wont see past my eyes,theres something different...I guess that's my pride. <3