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Plan Gone Bad

January 30, 2014
By Anonymous

Schizoaffective what comes to mind
Psychopath maybe?
Someone thats not there mentally?
Someone faking it to get benefits?
A family member?
Maybe all of the above?
But what comes to mind when you hear the symptoms?
Hallucinating,
Hearing things that aren’t there,
Making plans of suicide,
and sometimes trying them,
I would Know
I have this disorder
and many other things that go along with my diagnosis
I have planned suicide many times
and have attempted three times
I almost succeeded
But my mom came in
I had the knife at my throat
Ready to die
But it wasn’t my time
So i went to a mental hospital
filled with cheer
when i was down in the dumps
it wasn’t where I wanted to be
but I went along with the game
played strong
Cried myself to sleep every night
I was scared of myself
I didn’t know what to do
That is what i deal with everyday
Thats Schizoaffective


The author's comments:
This is very personal :/

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