A deep, dark, never-ending hole that I can't escape
No matter where I turn I can't remember where I am, or who I am
Too many feelings inside me and can't get rid of them
All I can feel is this piercing pain in my heart

A smile on my face doesn't mean it's real
A mask of happiness is all that you see, not the real me
Too many lies in this world
Can't handle this feeling inside anymore

It's never enough no matter what I do
No 'good job' is said, only a 'do it better' shall be said
I try and it's not seen only the mistakes, not the triumphs
How can no one see I am dying inside from this feeling?

Scared
Depression
Anxiety
Loneliness
Betrayal

All these are what are bottled up inside me
My soul is dying and can't bare it any longer
They say I am strong and I once was
But now I am just on the floor, all alone, and breaking apart