I want to write on you. Write your unspoken thoughts, write your fears, and write your regrets I want to learn you by feel, I want to feel every word of your soul and I want to feel the fingertips of your mind. The feel of the lips of your scars, I want you to wake up next to me and whisper “I’m so tired”, so I can whisper back “Go back to sleep”. I want to lie in the bed so that the comforting quietness of our body is at peace. The words Louis spoke and these are the words of hers. I want you to understand my past; I want to write all my words in hopes that you won’t turn me away. I want to write on your endurance, I want your backbone to hold mine and keep me in place. I want to write all my fears on the undaunted boldness of your walk. I want to walk hand in hand with the confidence of your strive. I want to write every thought I think so hard about, I want to feel you by the beat of your heart. I want to feel how anxious our words cannot be held, I want to speak so soft and whisper in your ear the words of love. I want to whisper you my past and I want you to say “Go back to sleep”. Your comforting words push away my nightmares and I dream of me writing on you. “I’m so tired” and you write to me “I’m your strength”. I believe in the words that holds the way I breathe, could the truth bleed out and allow lies to stop hurting me. The lies that avoid the truth from what is true and the suffocation of what are the words I want from you. I want to write on you, depending on the look in your eyes. The eyes so deep it speaks stories that are memorized like cave men with fire or dragons flying. I want to write on you all that I see or hear, I want you to co-write the way it should feel. Help me in all my fears.