Everything eventually changes,

The depression ranges,

The impulses growing bigger,

Voices in my head telling me to pull the trigger,

Flashbacks racing through my mind,

Death and Him combined,

I don't know what to do,

My life is through,

There is never just one more cut,

With my eyes shut,

The pain is growing stronger,

The days are getting longer,

Every day is a fight,

Losing sight of what is right,

I need a little closure,

Slowly I am losing my composure,

This is the last straw,

My heart feels so raw,

Pain is pulling me in,

I feel it ripping at my skin,

The clock struck seven,

When I flew into heaven.