Trapped where I never thought I'd be
This is the new reality
I never thought that this would be me
Crying here, not wanting to be

I long to run away
Forget the past
But the happiness,
It never lasts

When you left,
I paid the cost
Without your presence
I felt so lost

Broken here
Out of shape, bent
Wondering why I am not content

I wish that only you could see
Why this is my new reality

You did not care,
Simply said goodbye
Made me feel worthless
Made me cry

I said nothing was wrong
But I was not fine
Pushed away these feelings
Until they came alive

If only you could possibly see
Your actions caused my new reality

How can we trust
When they all lie?
That's why I don't let you come inside

After all the sleepless nights
You still don't know why the spirit died
I can't tell you the truth, can't make you understand
I'll forget the feelings, heart going bland

Don't worry though
It's not worth the mentality
I do not like this new reality