she was hurting
not that she had been hurt
becuase she had
but she was in anguish
feeling so very alone
and without much worth
her best friend had abandoned her
twice now
and her boyfriend had cheated on her
also twice
but it will be last time
she is second best to girls
that take selfies with so much cleavage
he could have the hoes
and miss her later
when he realized how much more she was worth
or at least that's what she told other people
but truly she felt of no great value to anyone
no relationships needed her that dearly
no persons depended on her for all
she felt as if she was floating through life
sometimes struggling to stay above water
and fight the weight that constantly pulled her down
the self doubt and inability to make connections with people
she was always told it would get better
but even the people beyond her years did not seem
to be above betrayal and cruelty
really she just wanted to sleep