Here I sit feeling alone
On a plane going far from home
My thoughts are mostly of you
And I wish you were here
The plane I am on is full
But in my heart there is a hole
To see you laugh and to see you smile
Just to hold you for a little while
I miss your kisses and I miss your hugs
And hope you know the strength of my love
For the next two years I'll serve the lord
And that is time I can afford
I want to live with you forever
But I know you deserves someone better
I'll spend 6 weeks in the MTC
Becoming the man I need to be
I know sometimes life is hard
My heart and body have many scars
But 6 long weeks will never suffice
Becoming a man will take my whole life
Everything I see reminds me of you
And of the things we used to do
We went to a movie and laid in Zack's truck
Then I decided to try my luck
We went to the park for a picnic
And I started to wonder what this is
Then, as if from above
I realized "This" is Love
We decided to hang out then
And you taught me to love again
We talked about things I've told only few
Because I know I can trust you
I think about the way you held me
and wanted to watch another movie
I want to stand on the porch again
When home is where I should've been
And feel the rain fall from the skies
While I stare deep into your eyes
Memories there you're trying to bury
Only to tell the man you will marry
I hide my emotion and hope you can't tell
Inside I too am going through Hell
I think about how beautiful you are
And then I think about my scar
My heart sinks, head droops in shame
As I remember the guilt and pain
I lay awake, I never sleep
Sometimes in the night I weep
Sometimes I still have the nightmares,
The ones about my greatest fears
One of my family, sad but true
And the other... It's about you

"I miss you" doesn't begin to describe
The feelings I have deep inside
When I close my eyes I can see your face
And your beauty, and your grace
You are the choice daughter
Of a loving Heavenly Father
Don't let just any man give you a ring
You are the daughter of a king
I want you to know how much I care
And when you need me I'll be there
I didn't say enough how much I love you
But soon I will return with honor
And on that day in a warm embrace
I'll hold you tight and all doubts erase
Doubts of my love, you'll have no more
Because of my smile when you open the door
"I will always love you. We will always be together."
Are the words I will say forever.