Dear “Friend”,
If I should even call you that
You say we are best friend but when it comes to the weekend,
I’m just another person you don’t care about anymore.
You say I’m the only person you can come to for advice…
How come I can’t come to you for any?
When we pass in the hall your to busy with your other friends
To even notice me.
If I feel this way how come I keep coming back to you?
If you could answer that question that would be great.
You always say High Schools about letting people go
Then how come I’m so focused on the past of our friendship?
You’ve changed.
Your attitude, hair, clothes
EVERYTHING
But me I can’t change
Not yet.
Sometimes I wish I could go back to before all you cared about were them.
Before everything changed between us.
When I first came to high school I could’ve really used a friend
But you weren’t there for me as usual.
I really need to stop going back to the people that treat me badly.
But ill continue doing this again and again.
Pretending everything is like what it used to be,
Just so I can be happy like before.
Love,
?