they all look straight into my eyes

they all ask me if im Ok

they don't want to hear the real answer

they want to hear that everything is OK

they dont want to hear of my pain inside

about how my one love left me forever

about how im all hollow and empty inside

about how ive cried for days on end

about how nothing will make me feel better

about how i fear i will never heal from this

about how ill never look into those beautiful eyes again

about how ill never hear his amazing laugh

still they ask me if i am alright

So i smile and say that im just fine and dandy

and they all believe me and go on with life

but inside i am screaming in agony for someone to see

that inside i am in fact not OK