This new situation is complicated but I find myself content, At this very moment I am thinking is time well spent, Every word that my wrist move to write is meant... For a reason.

As we slowly move through seasons on my cold days I feel warm because it is you I believe in, I think of you when I'm wide awake, Constantly while I'm sleeping, Making me never want to wake up from this love story I am dreaming.

When I wake up that feeling is just so relieving, Looking forward to a good day it is you that I'm seeing...I'm a sucker for our conversations as I stare at my phone waiting, For that red dot to light up at that moment everything becomes amazing.

See my goal in this time that I'm spending, Is to grab hold of this heart worth mending, and make it a love that is strong with a life never ending, But its hard to keep hope with you feel there's no relation, So I fight to look past the negativity, and introduce you to revelation.

Hopefully we'll leave such a love level and locate the motivation, that bonds our two hearts into a beautiful image or painting, I

I could Write forever and a day even for a century but even if you read every little word, You would never really understand how much you will mean or would have meant to me.

So when I'm speaking to you stare me in the in a gaze, I bet you wouldn't blink for days, your soul would be so amazed, You would see someone pure with a heart so true, Someone imperfect who's made mistakes but has changed for you.

Someone who understands love and exactly what it takes, To make you believe he's different and puts a smile on your face.

I fell in love with her eyes she was beautiful... gorgeous... Your smile built a fortress around my heart, While so many people tried to destroy it.

You are just perfectly imperfect with pulchritude beyond my description, for the longest I've been searching it is you I've been missing, I say you because I could never be me, I was used and abused but now I feel free.

I truly hope after you've read this you realize I'm different, I have never hidden a thing I haven't hidden my appearance, I just want a chance to heal what's been broken, And pray you love me for me for its not lies its emotions, My heart has now spoken and these feelings you've awoken, Can make a soul feel surrounded by love when its alone in the open.

I thank god every day for this angel he has sent to me, and the little bit of happiness at the time that he has lent to me, like I said before... I could write forever and a day, Even for a century, But even if you read every little work you would never really understand how much you will mean or would have meant to me.

*This Is An Original Writing*