Im sorry im scared to lose you, im sorry that im scared you'll be like the rest, im sorry that it makes me emotional when you tell me some things, and that it just makes me wanna curl up in a ball and cry, theres one thing I want in life and that's to be yours forever, it kills me when we fight, bc my heart and brain both tell me you will leave, I don't want another relationship, I want forever, I don't wanna be just a couple months, I wanna be forever, I don't like crying over you but I do, I don't like getting defencive but I do, I don't like getting jealous but I do, im protective, and corny, and emotional, little things set me off, and when I get set off I blow up, I listen to our song when im down, and scroll through your pictures when I miss you, I write you poems and songs because of how I feel about you, I think about the future, I think about being in your arms... but most importantly I think about when we get through our stupid little fights, becaseu I know in the end we are gonna come out stronger, but theres one thing that trumps all the hate.. and that's that I love you, and that im not gonna leave.. I made a mistake of losing you once, im not gonna make the mistake again, im tired of fighting with you.. and I only ask.. to be your one and only, forever, I don't care to be your first... but I do ask to be your last