i found a classmate of mine from when I was little.
He used to torment me and now he cares about me, I don't believe him. I try to tell him i love him, i just couldn't. I thought life can't be that fishy. I hate how he says everything is okay or it will be alright. I hate the very thought of hating him because I love him, that's how much it pains me. I hate to remember what I have been done to in the past and now, he made me remember.
Life is unfair I know, but why does life have to be fairer to those that seem happier? Why does it neglect the very beings of others? Is it a joke that a spirit plays upon us, or is a dream we created to feel better. Is it something that makes us cry at night, staying up to 2 am every time. Singing this song is better I know. Because life is always unfairer to those.