I turned my love for you into hate
To get rid of this awful state
Of my mind and to be free
From love's blind and shameful dream
You caught me off guard
With your words and your smile
I took it into liking
Now it will only last for a while
The torture you've given me
Will come back to haunt you
I wanted to care for you
But it seemed you didn't want me to
It's like I've been mind-blown
What is this flirtatious bulls*** being shown
Are you and I just putting on a show?
This is the first and believe me it's the worse I'll ever know
I want to leave but I can't
It's like I'm in the middle and I'm trapped
You will never be the key to my heart
You were only my general need from the start
I realize now that it's too late to go back
I should have never asked you any of that
It was a "maybe" and then a "yes"
Now when I see you, my heart becomes a mess
I trusted your words and it was all I heard
I told you how I felt
But it seems like you're just a flirt
I told you to not give up
On what's in front of you
But I guess you can't see me
You can only see you