I'm happy when you are,
You're sad for my scars.
I did the worse thing possible,
What I did was awful.
I regret it everyday,
Too bad she'll never hear me say.
How much I care,
How lonely I am in this chair.
Writing the words I couldn't say out loud,
I'm hers since the day I vowed.
She triggered something in me,
Something that taught me to be free.
Free from my past and live for the future,
Living without her is just torture.
I wonder if she feels me suffering,
She has no idea what I'm battling.
She thinks she has it worse she might be right,
But I'm tormented and hated every night.
From the hardships we went through,
To our future still left askew.
I bid you goodbye,
I'll be here waiting for you to be by my side.