Why did you say those words
Why did you do the things you did to me
Why say that you love me when you were never there
Why try to be my father when all you wanted was someone you could control
Why Why can I still say I love you
Why do I even believe that you will change
Why am I still sitting here crying
Is it because I know it wasn't you that hurt me
Is it because everyone needs another chance to change
Is it because no matter what you did will never change the fact that you helped put me in this world
and or is it because I'm not like others I say forget and forgive
This is why I don't say I hate you because hate is such a strong word