One by one my smile tells another lie,
hiding the truth longing to awake from the dark.
Inside im hurting like rising water.
It floods me.
I'm weak; hopeless.

My last smile fades away,
I dont know where to start.
The pain seeking light comes out,
Its time to listen to my heart.

Won't be healed in a day,
no medicine to make the pain fade away.
My heart is made of glass;
Easy to fall, easy to break.
With every fault my whole world shakes,
leads me crumbling to the ground.

Trying to overcome those voices in my head,
but they appear stronger than i am.
They peel off my mask,
showing what I've been trying to hide.
My heart starts to race,
I feel my body shake,
How do i put a smile on my now tear stained face?