Please, listen to what she says. she has a choice to replace her voice with the words that spills out her mind and onto the pages.
patience, is a virtue. but something she lacks. insecurity is a serial killer, that even herself knows thrives on killing. Adrenalin, something that
makes her mind go blank. she can't think. shes scared. it's a feeling she will always remember. Time, its the reality check you need when you cant get out of the fantasy that she so desperately wants to stay in. When shes in her own world, its dark, and its silent. there's no appearance to judge, and no words that can be spoken. whats the difference between a nightmare and her fantasy? she'll tell you. nightmares can be forgotten. when she comes back from there. she doesn't write what she saw, or what she heard, or about her surroundings. she writes about what she felt. that's when the feelings come out and their spilled upon the pages. it becomes a masterpiece. that soon becomes just another fading memory.