I feel like I'm drowning, hanging on to something that isn’t there. I’m reaching out to nothing as if someone cared. My mind is in a blur; though I'm still a young girl. Hopes and dreams become questionable, feeling powerless as if this world has become undefeatable. I spend each day staring at blank faces, though time never runs out, my mind just jumbles and races. Who am I and who are you, this world we live in is far from true. My heart keeps beating, but I don't feel alive, this addiction I'm chasing is such a strong drive. It’s a Drive into insanity, as I’m questioning humanity I start fearing reality. I’m chocking on my thoughts, I’m suffocating filling my veins with something so intoxicating. Frozen and broken I’m lost, my thoughts remain unspoken. My mouth seems to be paralyzed if I spoke and no one listened, I wouldn’t be surprised. I need someone to pull me out, fill me with serenity and take away my doubt. Get me out of the water and into the light, give me an incentive to get me through the night.