Have I passed your test yet god?
Have I passed with flying colors?
Everything that’s hit me,
Even in my past…
It’s all come so fast.
Are my colors so bright?
Or are they dark and fearsome?
I’ve been waiting for this day to come…
I knew it wasn’t going to be fun.
But being torn apart from you?
My heart is cracked in two….
Have I passed in flying colors?
He’s even seen me cry…
I’ve shown him my blanket…
But you know exactly why.
He means so much to me...
I’m dreading this goodbye.
My eyes are red and puffy,
I’m in his jacket so fluffy…
The pain is peaking out...
It’s even start to sprout …
I’m going insane…
It’s inside my brain…
Have I passed your test god?
Have I passed with flying colors?
Or is it just the sorrows of ones mothers …
Emotionally I’m afraid,
Physically I’ve stayed…
My heart it breaks in half…
It’s an open wound already smashed.
How am I supposed to feel?
These feelings must be so unreal.
He comes up so soon…
I’m bent like a spoon.
I’m really starting to cry…
I don’t want to say this goodbye…
I know it’s not so long...
But this is the devils song…
He’s pulling me apart right at my ends…
I don’t even tell my friends…
Have I passed with flying colors?
Are the colors just so dark?
I don’t know what to say..
I guess I’ll take it day by day…
Flying colors.