She lies awake at night crying

She thinks about everything wrong in her life

All she wants is the pain to stop.

She and I both know that the pain will never stop.

She thinks she’s worthless, ugly and stupid.

One day she thinks

One day I’ll end it all and no
one will care.

It’s 3:00 am and she takes the blade to her skin and presses as hard as she can

As she slides the blade down, she thinks of every word she’s been
called and that’s a lot.

Ugly, stupid, fat, b****, w**** and so much more.

She can’t sleep at all anymore

She can’t eat anymore

She has no motivation anymore to do anything

Because for every little thing

she does she gets judged.

She can’t take it anymore

She cuts so deep that the blood won’t stop coming.

She feels a sudden rush of happiness

At last she thinks

At last, it’s the end of my pain and suffering