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I Wish That "It"

May 22, 2013
By Anonymous

Sometimes I wish It was never thought of; I wish It would just stop.
I wish I could be smarter than it.
I wish my parents could tell me that It would just stop and go away. But, It won’t.
I wish It could just accept me; because I not like them. But It won’t.
I wish that I could say “It I don’t care”. But It doesn’t listen.
I wish It cared about other people. But It only cares about themselves.
I wish It wasn’t “Two Faced”. But It is only fun and nice when no one is looking.
I wish that It wouldn’t talk behind my back. But It thinks its fun.
I wish that It wouldn’t tell my BIGGEST secrets. I trusted It. But It just brushes me off, acts like I’m not there.
I wish It didn’t think that they are better than me. Why? Well I know It better than anyone else.
I wish that It didn’t walk all over me. I’d give the shirt off my back for It. Pfff, It doesn’t give a crap.
It has ruined me.
It LOVES DRAMA! It lives for drama.
I just want to tell all the Its to grow up.
I don’t enjoy being around It. Quite frankly Its annoying.
The worst of all, It disses me. Then, no one stands up for me. I feel alone.
It wonders why I’m like this. Well It you bullied me enough times you emotionally abused me. That’s why I’m like this.
It, thanks for a life time full of anxiety.
But the best part about me is that I forgive It. There is always forgiveness in everything. Even though It never apologized to me, I still forgive them. I know It is hurting. That's why they're doing this to me.


The author's comments:
This piece is about a girl and a boy. Which the girl gets bullied by a lot of people because of the boy, who got people to bully her for fun. He enjoyed watching her cry as it happened. He was hurting, spoiled, but he was loved to death by his parents. She was too. But she didn't feel loved by anyone. He emotionally abused her.Now she feels like veryone is talking about her. She feels trapped on a emotional roller coaster.She just needs a hug.

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