It hurts. It truely does. To be pushed to the brink of breaking, holding back the constant tears that follow the sorrow. Feeling the pain of what its like cant be compaired. Being broken and beat, not physicaly, but mentaly, to the breaking point and past it. Being left alone with nothing, no friends, only strangers. Strangers you once knew and called best friends. Somethings cant be forgotten, but people seem to try and erase those memories of what once was happy. Its scary to think that people that were so close to you one moment, are so far away the next. Cant see by the tears filling up the eyes of a person who was once joyful and ful of life. Yet one wrong move and everything comes crashing down upon you., and you end up losing everything that means the world to you. Hearing the words come from people you trusted. Harsh words torwards you and only you. They look down on you and nothing can stop them. The terrible things that happened cant be wipped put of the mind of the people left alone. Being ignored is the hardest thing to face, but its the only thing they can do. Trying to stay strong, but being beaten down time after time by the people hanging over you. Being laughed at, being talked ill of. It all hurts. Holding back the painful tears is the worst anyone can go through, especialy going through it alone. It just hurts.