Why do you hate me? All I’m doing is facing your standards. Putting my life in danger, for you to have a wonderful life. A life I will probably never experience.

I heard you talk. Talking about me and these baby boys!
“What I see in their eyes is pitch black. Eyes of a Boogie Man! All I see is an uncontrolled tiger, loose in a man’s home.
But what I believe in what I heard, from a place I called home,
where a golden brown hair that swiftly reaches down her fragile back, an endless hazel eye,
a strong lady, talking to her growing belly. To pray for the Big Brother.
“Your big brother is a brave young man. His eyes are full of wonders and fears before he went off. Yet when a little shining star shines in his eyes,It was like a bud trying to make its way to bloom and shine you’ll see.

In this field of nightmares.
Full of these baby boy's bodies, laying on the solid ruff ground, some cry in pain, some dancing with the lord being his little helpers

As i see my only friend lye in a bloodbath field, a metal piece burning through my heart. As I see a beautiful movie played a little boy growing up wanting to always help out,
Signing a slip of paper saving my own country, that could easily send me to heaven.
A movie of me. Wait what's this? My future?
My wife and these tiny beautiful girls at her feet waiting for my arrival home.

Why do you hate me? All i'm doing is what is right. Putting my life in danger for you to live a wonderful life. A life I will never experience. And i’m proud of it.