I did some thinking today,
I'm tired of the world being so gray.
This time every word I say is true,
I wanna change for you.
I hate some of the things I do,
And I wondered why my life was blue.
The blood on sleeve came through,
The stains on my shirt did too.
I think I finally have a clue,
How to change for you.
The addiction was screaming inside my head,
And I did everything that it said.
I know now what to do instead,
Not to stay inside my head.
I made some choices that where wrong,
But I know you will keep me safe and strong.
And I know you wont stay here long,
If I hang on to the trusty bong.
I did some thinking today,
I want you to be here to stay.
I am really glad I met you,
You helped me see what I need to do,
I wanna change for you...