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Plastic Smile

April 5, 2013
By Anonymous

Darker than night
Brighter than day.
Hidden from sight
Shown through pain.

No one is coming
No one will leave
Someone is here
But not to save me

Was I wrong to trust
Was I wrong to go
With the man
Who took my soul

My soul
Once innocent
Now is not
From me taken
But not forgot

Mad and empty
Now my heart
For I was torn apart

From the core
Of my existence
I fall into
A new resistance

Ignore the pain
Says my heart
Perhaps it will disappear
But it always comes back
Once each year.

Solid reminder
But I must forget
Lest I lose the hope
Of smiling again

I smile but it is not true
Of that I am sure

Dark as night
Bright as day
Fake as plastic
Shown through the veil
Of pain


The author's comments:
I lived through this one. I was thinking about sexual abuse, then this came to my heart and my mind. I've been torn apart like that but after a night mare it seems that way.

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