All right I may have lied
I’m not ok
I may lie and say I’m happy
When in all reality I spend more time crying then I do smiling
I might look happy but that’s a mask
If you only knew
But I won’t let you
Yes I lied about how I feel
I was up all night crying
But I wouldn’t tell you because it makes me look weak
I cry in the dark
Never in front of people
People wont understand
I might have lied about the other night
Yes I was drinking away my pain
I might have lies about the fresh open flesh
Yes its true I’m hurting, self destructing
I’m at the edge
Yes I lied I’m not ok