My mind is racing my heart is pounding
Tears are rolling down my face
I feel like I’m falling apart
I’m right at the edge, I’m about to break
So many things are racing around in my head
The more I think about it the more my heart aches and the harder the tears fall
I hear a song and it makes me cry
I think about you and it makes my heart ache
I cant keep this up
Its hurting too much
I know what i have to do
I have to break it off with you
But can i do it?
it hurts too much is this really what’s right?
is this what’s the best solution?
All these questions and I still don’t have an answer
I have to think reality
this will never be more than just friends with benefits
I cant have you for real
your taken with no intention of moving on to a relationship with me
so why keep going?
we fell for each other
buti think you made up your mind
so that means mine is made up too
it hurts too much to be with you
you already have a life
so this means i think its time for me to leave
you made up your mind when you said you wouldn’t break up with her
so I don’t think i can stay
i cant go everyday knowing that your with her
i cant put my emotions aside
i cant be with you at night for you to go back to her and tell her you love her
I’m sorry
I must go
as much as this hurts
I know its for the best
i cant be in a relationship that hurts this much
this is the right thing to do
you will understand
i know it hurts
I’m hurting too
but it will get better in time
itwasn’tmeant to be
that’s just reality