Beautiful

An adjective- to have beauty

Beauty

A noun- the quality present in a thing or person that gives intense pleasure or deep satisfaction to the mind…

Alluring, Cute, Lovely, Exquisite…
and so many more words that all mean the same thing…Attractive.
and with being attractive comes eyes

Eyes that follow your every move,
which can make your self-esteem...low
but, you can’t let them see that or
they’ll come at you like a Vulture would a dead animal.
whatever, it didn’t matter to her
No.
She would like her life to be
without all the stares –without all the eyes that follow her,


Want

A verb- to feel need or a desire for

Craving, hunger, fancy, yearning, wish…
it's what comes with being beautiful
in the eyes of so many.
it's what make her Long to be someone else-anyone else.

Someone not so beautiful,
Someone ugly,
Someone who doesn’t have eyes that follow them every where they go,
Someone invisible.

because being invisible comes-being who ever you choose
what ever pleases you
and who wouldn't want that?

Hidden away from the world
that’s all she wanted,
it’s all she ever wanted.

but- something she knows that she will never be able to have,
because she is beautiful