I have my own story that I hold,
Struggles from my past that are never to be told.
My little Alison, keeps asking me why,
I keep telling her it’s nothing as I lie.
I was lost in the world , that scared me to death,
On my own, I could not catch my breath.
Stealing from others, I thought it would comfort me,
“Except it only hurts the people instead,” said He .
I was so young when I ran off to Tokyo with Wade,
He was a drummer, who came to my aid.
Only he abandoned me in a time of need,
So I decided to go to college where I could succeed.
When things feel like they are going well,
Learning about my secret led my world to hell.
I felt everything was falling apart ,
All I wanted was a brand new start.
I packed my stuff and met Drew overseas ,
Where we caught up from college until he fell to one knee .
As time passed, I think I found my way
Holding my husband with my two kids day by day.
Music has always been there for me
So my kids will play music , I hope to see.
Will I ever be able to explain my past ?
Because I know nothing ever lasts .
Struggle and loss happens everyday
Time is a goon , so don’t cast your life away.