lost in depths of silence, grief and sorrows. i dont know what way to go, i dont know how i got here and i dont know how to get out. i dont know where i'll end up if i turn right or left, or if i move forward where ever this place may be. i dont know whos all around me here, and i dont know when i will find myself, i am missing from my own reality. i am lost and one day will be found, but until that day i might as well try and find the map to this nightmare, i cant move forward when i dont know where that is, but i dont want to stay still like this any more, i wish the tables would show me the map to find myself and pull my self from being lost within this pain. i have no control of how i feel what i think or when i feel or think about it. i am not where you are, nor am i where i wish i could be, i am lost deep within grief&loss, sorrows, and silence, lost in this state of great despair, i dont know where i am or when i will be back, i dont know how ill be found but one day it should reveal, i know where my mind is not, and that is with me. well i have admitted i am lost with despair, and the only way i can find myself is with great strength and courage to search where i am lost, and map out a route to save me from this place. one day i'll be found