A black hole is all I see. One more step and it will be foreverr. I am torn between right and wrong, love and lust, want and need. I feel the tempting atmosphere of leaping into the black hole, moving on forever, letting go foreverr. I see him on the other side, standing still and patient, waiting for my decision. I can't make out his features and it pains me. My one desire is to have learned from my past. Yet, here I am looking into the black hole of all eternity. I must keep fighting, moving, winning. Yet I question myself "why?". With all my strength, I boldly dive into the black hole. Sucked into a world of eternal wisdom.