I'm a girl who doesn't talk about her feelings,keeps it all in the inside. Sometimes I wish I could just say all those things that I've always wanted to say but to afraid.
I wish I could tell that one person that he meant everything, and that he was stained in my heart and there was no way to let him out.
I wish I could of said the words that I wanted to, but couldn't.
I wish I could have enjoyed every moment I spent with him.
I wish I could have had the guts to tell him that it's been two years now but my feelings still remain the same.
I wish i could have text-ed him that night when my heart told me it was time to tell him how much I loved him and how much it hurts for me trying to let go.
But I never did. All the things I wanted to tell him but couldn't.
Now look at me, sitting here thinking to myself how could I have let him go.
It only took me two simple sweet days for me to fall in love with him.
But now he's gone. And I hate myself for not doing anything about it, and simply letting him go, when all those feelings still carried with me.
But I think it happened for a reason.A reason for me to know to always say how I feel towards someone because you could never know if he's the one life has sent for me.
I wish I could have stopped myself from all those moments when I hated my self for not being able to tell him how I felt.
Life has to move on, and so did I.
I'll never regret meeting him. I'll always thank God for putting him in my life.
But next time, I won't forget about my feelings, because you'll never know who you let go of..