i look at you and i cant help but be filled with sadness.
knowing nothing will ever happen between us.
knowing that i will never be first.
knowing i lost.
i look at you and i cant help but be filled with love.
knowing you would do anything to make me smile.
knowing tonight ILL get the good night kiss.
i look at you and cant help but hate you.
knowing that all this is a lie.
knowing that i might not see you for a months.
i look at you and cant help but thankfull
knowing that this is a one n a lifetime chance.
knowing that ive had the opportunity of knowing you
i look at you and cant help but think STOP
knowing that i WILL get hurt in the end.
knowing that im the one that will look stupid.
im with you now.
and dont think about anything