I am lost
trying to decide
Which lie I'm going to tell next
to hurt the one i love
and deceive my friends
I'm trying to be someone who I'm not
Trying to be with the crowd because
only the best survive
And right now I'm being attacked
By a bunch of bees
swarming my head
no way to get out
but i have to come
In with a smile on my face
like everything is alright
when it's not
Maybe you won't understand
What I'm going through
how hard life is
You do?
How?
But-?
Why are you leaving?
I didn't mean that
everyone goes through hard times
please don't walk away
I need you
please stay
please
please
I'm lost
Why can't you hear me?

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