My head continues to have mindless
Thoughts about you.
My heart slows down, breaking,
Thinking of what you have done to me.
My eyes can’t focus because if I close them,
All I see is you.
My hands still feel your touch and
The way you made me feel.
The way you smell, still lingers
Around the places you have been.
But then you changed yourself.
The way you moved, and the things you did.
You talked to me as if I was nothing,
And maybe your words hurt a little more than
I thought they ever would.
All the walls I built up to protect myself
Were all knocked down by you.
But for what reason?
What satisfaction do you get
Out of the torture you put my mind,
My body and soul through?
I gave you all that I had,
All the things I owned.
And now I’m miserable.
Maybe I wasn’t quite good enough,
And maybe loving you must have
Been too much for you to handle.
You caused this pain in me.