I can’t stand my own mind
Am I right?
Am I wrong?
Should I even care?
I hate standing there helplessly
Watching you destroy your perfect body
You’d rather get high on pills then be with me
I always say you’re better than that
But you never listen to me anyways

I don’t know if I can stay much longer
I know I can’t leave you like this
And you know I won’t
But I can’t stand to look into your eyes and see no one staring back
Your once lively green eyes now look so empty
It’s not the you I know

I tried to save you
I thought I could stop your demons
But now I understand why everyone warned me
I can’t be your savior.