I've never felt as distant from you as i do right now
I feel lost
What happened to those earlier days?
The days of my youth
Where not a day would pass without me holding you firmly in my palm
Where you and i were stuck like glue, only to be seperated by my need for sleep
Only to be rejoined at the dawn of the next morning
What happened to those saturday mornings at 8 oclock watching family matters or step by step waiting for the call
The call of my name signalling my time
My one half hour a week to show another person how amazing we were as a team
Now i have 3 half hours a week to prove our love, but it has disappeared
Three god damn half hours a week that i do not even want, just to show the love has vanished
It used to be my one half hour to prove our growth
To prove everything i had accomplished to get to the point where i am today
Today, where i am not able to look at you without saying i've lost it
I've lost my love
My life
My dream
My reason to be someone
You were the only thing i ever knew
I knew that you and me were for forever
I knew you were my ticket through life
But now i'm not so sure
We've gone seperate ways
Now there isn't anymore saturday mornings of pure excitement and joy
No, now there's just wednesday, thursday and saturdays afternoons of "why can't this be over already?"
No, now we are two different things brought together by force each week
We are not friends
We are not inseperable
And you are not my love
But you are the only thing I've ever known
Yet, for some reason we have never been as distant as we are now.